A simple day

Simple

                                                                     A day when I simply want to cuddle lazily in the bed, turning my cell phone off, climbing in bed sliding beneath our feather filled comforter soo thick an heavy it makes a person sleepy by simply laying under my amazing feeling comforter. Watching movies played thousands of times cause even since the first time of watching these certain movies it never has gotten old and is highly entertaining to continue watching these movies. I want to get so many snack foods like devil cakes, oatmeal cookies with icing on top, also loving brownie with the chocolate sprinkles atop the brownies and peanuts. Going to grab some cookies to put in my Carmel delight ice cream topped with chocolate magic hardening shell and whipped cream plus a jar of cherries to really top off the ice cream. Going to gorge out on soda like mountain dews plus maybe some root beer floats and then going simply wear nothing while laying in bed under my stupendous comforter and watch my favorite movies just gorging out on my favorite snack foods and simply laydown in the bed going to sleep and pre paring for the following day with a absolutely full stomach and rested mind due to simply just allowing myself one single entire day spent doing my favorite things, consuming my favorite foods and watching my favorite films and simply laying down in my extremely comfortable comforter. It was a simple day to me. I just needed to clear my mind and make every single matter at hand another simple task to help ensure having a purely simple day and allowing the following day to become that much better.

By: Sharon Driver

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Finding happiness in stress.

                 These merely are helpful activities when having a rough time in your life, everyone at some point in their lives may have a period of bad problems. Like we know the expression to state it perfectly: ” When it rain’s; it pour’s” ! This happens while we are doing our most trying in life, then we keep having down hill battles of one bad situation slipping right back into another one after another. As soon as it came to be here it will simply slip out of your life managing to find another poor soul and start destroying their lives for a period of time and so on. Loving to read and write; I seem to find this a nice quite activity if you are not a individual whom can sit long or simply isn’t a person to like just reading in a quite place, then I recommend doing these suggestion’s of physical activities which will give you a since of feeling much more healthy and more happier once in a routine of exercising daily.

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Pride

Scent     

 

      The wild lion resting sun bathing along side his pride, the pride made up of three males, four lioness and six cubs. Spending more than sixteen hours a day sleeping in tall grassy plains of sub-Sahara region of Africa, the males are prime mates and when one of the lioness leave the strongest scent of being in heat one of the males always stay by her side during her entire being in heat. Mating for only minutes literally but mating over a six day period every fifteen to thirty minutes until the scent of being in heat is completely disappeared. If a pride has a predator take the males another male will step in with the lioness and cubs, usually killing all the cubs and waiting for that familiar scent of the lioness being in heat and will mate with her making another set of cubs which would belong to that male . Fascinated by the wonders of the lion and the amount of time which is spent absolutely doing nothing, known to be the most lazy of cats sleeping sixteen to twenty hours daily and with the time spent awake they are hunting and protecting their pride. Scent is the way each member of the pride is able to make their own kills and protect the pride, strange scents allow the males to know when their is either danger or food in the area of their pride. Most individuals are unaware that a cat is able to catch wind of a scent from miles away and be waiting undetected from predators and for prey which is unaware of the cats location  all from the familiar smell of somethings scent in there area,

 

Starting a new job today

Replacement

       Worrying he was just a replacement, considering the arrogant manner he was watching all his co-workers were treating him and since just meeting them all only two hours ago. Mister. Blankenship was smiling the minute he arrived at his new work place, yet all his co-workers were giving him the constant stink eye and not one single person has tried training and teaching him his new job requirements. It’s been the first five hours of working at a cubical and not understanding a single aspect of this jobs requirement’s, thankful lunch is only minutes away, thinking to him self about approaching mister. Blankenship and simply taking down notes of how too properly an successful complete his daily job requirement’s, and hoping the other workers will see him trying to be successful at this company and will stop all the dirty looks and whispering while he is approaching any of the closest co-workers. He is positive they will finally accept him when they see he wont need any of their help to achieve the skills needed to be successful at this work place. Understanding that he was actually the replacement from another employee that had been working for this company over two long decades prior to his arrival today, so now seeing exactly why the other co-workers didn’t welcome him with open arms and warm expressions. He can only just be more compassionate about the subject and start becoming successful at his work and hoping the workers will then start warming up to him and his days will become much easier. He will now be a individual who can give some good advice on what you should do when you find yourself in the same situation as him and that was starting work as the replacement of a senior e co-worker.

Lovely days sunlight.

Yellow:

        The sun shines in through my bay window, centered in the living room of my newly bought home, when the sun flows a bright lemon yellow into my house it sparkles mixed colors off the art work through out the entire home, and giving it accent from the beautiful flowing colors of the sunlight.

         Loving the warmth that radiates off the sunlight flowing around my home, the lovely color just makes me feel more alive looking at the reflections of the lemon colored sunlight mixing with all the fabulous  colors of my art work, it makes me want to get straight up and start working in my garden.

      life is much more exciting when spending a full day outside during a full bright sun filed sky above, the flowers are brilliantly sparkling from the rays flowing down off the lovely lemon colored sunlight. Loving the reflection that ripples over the fairly large lake just in my back yard.

       It saddens me to see the lowering off sunlight as day slowly turns to darkness of night. Though at daybreak the colors are welcoming and warm, nice oranges mixed perfectly with yellow and red as well making it a wonderful filled experience if you are able to just have extra time to sit and watch the colors slowly fade into darkness, the seeing the stars began to sparkle as they one by one pop up .

By: Sharon Driver

Uncovering a new leaf

       Why do people start a blog like myself you find yourself asking. well let me tell you ” I am a lonely woman, recovering addict with a life where it’s virtually impossible to express my emotional state of mind to anyone I know and that even is including my husband”. ” I know your saying you should be able to tell your husband everything right”? ” Well I am more than able to discuss my emotional status and all the conflicting emotions swirling inside me”. umm also let me just explain as to why it is impossible of telling my own husband the issues I am dealing with right now. ” I am with a man who is not an addict, he thinks I should be able to say no and just simply stop using the drug and simply never have any type of issue with staying away from it, nad the physical withdrawal is a joke to him like I could just make it go away and quit pretending to be sick”.

             If I am able to reach one damaged woman/man just like myself and grab the attention of others who are willing to shar the feelings of a recovering addict, I want to help make a difference in anyones life I am  able to honestly help. Feeling alone so detached from everyone cause I cannot relate to the people like I once did when I was using daily, now I am stuck with a constant mind filled with over flowing memories and conflicting emotions I am not able to understand, I used instead of having feelings and stayed a nub as possible to keep my sanity.now I need to find a sober and clean manner of dealing with my emotions that flow through me unexpectedly and unwontedly. I will be writing my story daily or as often as I am capable, being soul crushing honest to all you guys my readers and hoping in return to hear all about what ever you are dealing with on your road to continuous recovery.

People do make mistakes

Record:

Laughter filling the halls of this music radio station. Seeing people leaving with tears just a flowing while looking totally embarrassed. I made a pre done record for my interview for a radio jokey during late night radio. People have seemed to always have found my voice so soothing and calming so making this record was a huge move and I am praying I don’t regret making it for the gentleman who is now telling me to enter his tiny corner office for my interview. I simply say to him, ” I know you are looking for a soothing females voice to comfort stressed callers with some pretty messed up lives right? I have made you a record to listen too while we are doing this interview and you will be able to know what I would actually should like live instead of just visualizing it.” So he walked over with this corky smile on his lips, he went to say something but guessing he wanted to wait or just see what my record actually sounded like and if I actually would be a good fit for this radio station. My cheeks now burning bright candy apple red from being embarrassed. He went over to his desk and begun playing my record, though he had one hell of a poker face cause he wasn’t allowing me the tiniest emotion on his face which would’ve been cool too me so I would no where I stood now. The record finally reached the ending and he smiled at me so happy, shook my hand and told me welcome to the wxii 207,8 station of classic rock. You will be training on ever other night come in tomorrow at 8pm and I will give tou further instructions.

Immerse:

I have steady days while allowing daily activity’s to release some of the built up thoughts and I know when we express ourselves or talk to others of our personal issues that can also lift a huge weight off our chest. My co workers are my only escape from reality. Working is wonderful I totally immerse myself into work and the company of my co workers and I am having a much better outcome with my emotions and built up stress. Finding absolutely nothing wrong with throwing all my energy into working and my co workers.

Instinct:

Laying across the couch watching my favorite television show late on Saturday, for some unknown reason I was unable to shake the feeling of being alone. I mustered the courage to sit up looking around aggressively to so see if a person was hiding in the shadows in the room with me, still shaking as the hair is standing up on my neck, goosebumps are spreading across my entire body, feeling eye’s on me but I cannot seem to find a living soul individual with in my eye’s view. Now Laying once again down to try falling asleep again the inner voice of mine is screaming at the top of her lungs, it’s my instincts pushing me to feel that I am no longer alone, there is a supernatural presence in my apartment. I know strange events have been going on daily, things being moved and things disappearing into thin air and never being return.

The fear is grasping me too keep me wide awake, afraid to close my eyes in case the presence does something to startle me and going with my instincts that there is a bad situation coming, feeling that it wants to feed on my fear but how can an individual take fear out of them when we are unable to see the individual who is a dead person or worse a demonic presence and either way my gut feeling is telling me to get up and get out right now. It’s just yelling at me loudly ” Get out, I can feel it no longer wants me to be staying in this home and it considers my home to be its home”.

I now decided to get up get in my car and leave, never having went back to the house and so glad the next tenants moved into that rental house and they died in a freak accident the paper stated, and it was during the wee hours in the early morning they were deepoly asleep and the house caught fire killing the couple.